to see bebe again!!

sweet stuff to remember

I know thing haven't been going so smooth.. regarding my life.. sighz.. its just the downz.
xian...
But today.. just holding his hand at the coffee shop seemed like enough.. den i looked at him.. and thought.. that someday soon... i will not be able to hold his hand as and when i like anymore.. he'll be so far away in china.. and i ask myself.. why i'm complaining and whining about how he's not spending enough time with me.. like.. duh!!!
The fact is.. i get to see him now.. i get to hold him.. to hug him..to snuggle up to him..
i was touching his abs today..haha.. felt as if i can grate cheese on it... i just love him so much..
I'm gushing.. i'm silly.. i know..