can't sleep..

I sit and wonder... how some things happen for a reason..
how people are always somehow in one way or another interlinked.
If i had never fucked my O levels up.. i wouldn't have landed in CJ. I wouldn't have met the ah lian gang.. i wouldn't have known elvis.. i wouldn't have known boon heng..
If i never ever had a crush on Kimura.. i wouldn't have learned japanese.. i wouldn't have met vincent..
If i had never joined AXA.. i wouldn't have met and made so many wonderful friends..
its so cliche.. haven't you ever noticed.. just one different action/move/decision.. causes a huge chain reaction.. and you may not end up where u are now..

I had fun over the weekend.. boon heng came to my house.. i think he felt really uncomfortable.. he's shy by nature.. even around his friends.. he's always the quiet one at the corner.. listening intently.. drinking his beer.. he was never the boisterous kind.. if he was.. maybe i wouldn't have fallen for him.. I'm not accustomed to dealing with people who are like me... BOisterous and Loud.
My mum told my sis that this guy wouldn't even laugh if you had tickled him.. hahaha.. But.. he is quite farnie sometimes in his quaint sort of way.. we sorta hung out at home.. watching dvd.. i think he particularly enjoyed playing texas hold-em on my apple monitor.. instead of on the iphone.. its really not like this at his own home..
I was busy telling my colleague today.. how different our ways of lives were.. i had everything i wanted... while he had none.. My house had everything that you can ever dream off.. while he had to make do with basic necessities... my colleague looked at me.. and said.. " u sure can adapt... but can he?" can he adapt to your life??
it got me thinking.

Food for thought... i spoke.