christmas

Christmas has lost some meaning to me. I don't know why!! i used to love christmas times.. the shopping... the caroling.. the lights out at orchard road.. the rainy wet and cold weather... the christmas songs aired on the radio... but... i lost the feeling... i guess a long time ago. Maybe its cos there's no more a tree at home anymore...
I didn't even try try getting them back!!! i didn't even try.. but as i was cooking for my family on christmas day.. and when i felt the chilly cold wind while setting the table for dinner... i felt it again.. a tinge of it.. but it disappeared as suddenly as it came.. hmmm.. i don't know why!!
my twice-baked potato was a lil sub standard.. but i guess dad enjoyed it... i guess..
went to watch bedtime stories with my sister after dinner that day.. the journey to The Cathay was fun... the bus we caught had to do a detour as orchard road was blocked.. Thankfully.. it got us to where we wanted to go... I wasn't feeling too good after we got there... It my be due to the bus ride...
But sis got me a bottle of orange juice i felt better after that...
the show was really funnie... don't we just love Adam Sandlar... haha..
We settled down at TCC for supper.. she talked i listened.. i talked she listened..We heard skatebaords from a far and she saw some friends... i tot we saw him... but i guess not.. its good that we didn't... I didn't know it was so difficult to forget a person... Wait.. its not that i didn't know.. its just that i've forgotten... Humans are really absent-minded creatures... We forget easily.. but the process to forgetting is hard... My sis is still in the process. She broke down.. i knew exactly how she felt... after reading her blog... i remembered even more vividly... Its like having someone u love torn away from you.. its difficult.. it has always been!!!
We went home late... i actually enjoyed myself... i loved every minute of it...
i really did!!!