Time to blog

Its 4 in the morning and i'm sitting on my bed in Yishun. Can't really sleep. Anywayz.. i'm proud to say.. that despite being at the age of 26.. i still do agreed with my then 20-year-old self that sleeping is really a freaking waste of time.
Haven't blogged in quite awhile. Think it would be good if i can make it into a habit again. Suddenly have the urge to blog again. So many things to mention and write about that i don't know where to start. I shall categorize for clarity purposes.

WORK
I've been so busy.. i don't even have time to breathe. Just emails alone can really kill me. Its been good though... gives me a high and a sense of satisfaction.
Things could be at lot more exciting though... cos Tommy is not in Singapore. If he was in Singapore, i'll probably have a more exciting after office life. Pris is coming back from Japan today. I think she has already touched down. WIll probably call her soon to catch up. Hope she has gotten the japanese amulet for me. I've always wanted one of those.

LOVE
Love's been great. He has changed alot for me. I was pleasantly surprised that he is reconsidering his trip to Dongguan. I knew that he had wanted to visit Ah Kee for a very long time. I've always thought that he was juggling with the idea cos our other SG friends have decided to not go ahead with it. What with the economic crisis and job constraints and all. But knowing him... which i do... he would have probably gone anyway. But one night as he was lying on the bed awake at night... he told me that he didn't want to go coz he was afraid that he would be out of a job when he comes back... and that he wouldn't want me to be the only one that was going to be working.. (just like early this year). I was really touched... and this made me feel loved. My man is a man of few words. He shows his love for me this way.. No words just seemingly small actions.. which sometimes.. if you ask me... are a tad bit difficult to catch.
However.. i would think I've upset him a little in recent times.. I've become very intolerable and even to the point of being quite inconsiderate. I do admit for a fact that i haven't been spending as much time with him as i would have in the past. Sometimes.. i ask myself why. I still don't know the answer.
Maybe i've been spending to much time with Pris and gang... I've also been playing alot of mahjong with Marge and gang over the weekends.. So even though i've been having overnighters at Yishun for most parts of the weekend.. We dont' get to see each other much.. except during bedtimes.
I think what really shook me was when he said that I was treating our room as if it was a hotel room. I'll play mj and sleep and the next day.. i'll wake up to play mj again. And you know how it is with me.. i can't bear to sleep at night and I'll only end up sleeping in the wee hours of the morning causing me to only wake up in the afternoon. I didn't know this upsets him so much until today.
He has this habit of waking up very early in the morning and will not be able to fall back to sleep again. He doesn't wake me up cos he can't bear and he knows that sleep is very important to me on weekends. So he lazes around on his own till I wake up and spend time with him. This is really bad and for this i have to change. Even right now.. i'm trying not to fall asleep so that he can see me awake when he wakes up later...
This is the least i can do.. i guess.

ONGOINGS FOR THE PAST WEEK
Like i said.. i didn't do much for the past week. I should really start to blog more frequently.. so that i don't have these unnecessarily long entries again.
I didn't do much on Monday. I went home early to have dinner with my parents.. But my mum went out and didn't come home till way past dinner time. i had dinner with my dad alone.. and after that i had a huge laugh with my mum and sis over daddy.
That was cute.
On Tuesday ... me and my dept peeps went to Shyokudo at Raffles City for dinner.. Hoon soh joined us.. it was so fun.. i laughed till i was on the verge of crying.. Hoon Soh is quite the cute character.. So is KC ... he can really crack some really lame jokes. It just doesn't seem like the usual him coz he is always so quiet in the office.
Wednesday.. me and ah looi and small looi went to No signboard at geylang to get some crab... Haven't hung out with her for like the longest time. It was good to catch up.. jus like old times.. and it wasn't awkward as i initially thought it would be.
Thursday was hanging out with him and his friends.. This time.. i brought along adele as she has been asking me out for this whole week already.. Even though it was only at 848... i'm glad she enjoyed our company.
Received an SMS from a very dear old friend of mine, Keng Hsin... He was listening to my Christmas CD compilation and suddenly thought of me.. GOSH... its been 5 years.. This kinda reminded me about lian and my 2 other gers.. Sometimes.. i really do miss them.. But i must admit that it was partly my fault that we have become the way we are now in terms of this friendship.. But anyway... i guess its for the best.. I hope..
Friday... i played mahjong at marge's place while he was out with his friends drinking.. and Sat.. mahjong again..same old same old.. i lost $60 in total..sighsz.. nevermind... will get marge to buy me fish head curry on tuesday.
Tommy called me today.. i was very surprised.. Its good to hear from him..and i wish he'll hurry home soon.. Life in office is so darn bored without him..hahaha...

That's bout it for now.. Till my next entry..TATA