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This year's birthday celebration was a little more downplayed then other years.. but i enjoyed it tremendously... thanks to my family and friends..
Juz wanna say..thank you so much for the good food, the great gifts and the wonderful company...
Also wanna say extra thank yous to the ones that accompanied me when my man-friend was was not available..
Man-friends grandma left this world on 27th september... my she rest in peace..
Amidst all the frenzy.. my man-friend still found time to fly to china to be with.. his other man-friends... oh what do they always say... birds of a feather.. will try ways and means to flock together.. even in desperate times..
So here i am.. all alone.. peace and quiet for the next 6 days.. oops.. wrong.. 4 days have gone..since his flight. he will be back on thursday!! time flies reallie fast..
Its good to get a little peace once in awhile.. No... bebe please do this for me... or bebe please help me make phone call to xxx ..or bebe..can text me my bank account no... i forgot... bebe what is my atm card no? bebe... my bank book name is what ah?.. bebe... internet very slow why ah? bebe.. how come facebook hang ah? bebe... can you help buy dinner? bebe... can u change bedsheet?/ bebe what should i wear tmr?? bebe.. did you see my purple t-shirt? *sweat*... I seriously think.. he will not be able to survive without me..
but anywayz.. so i thought... it'll be cool to finally have time to do some of my own stuff... having a little bit of my own quiet time..
so last night.. i crept into bed.. with my mask... moisturised every part of my body.. made a little cup of tea.. tried to read my read of the month.. watched a little of tv... and then i think to myself.. hmm...something's missing...
sigh... it was him!!!!